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Inspector Guardians (as much as ten percent of the general population) are the true guardians of institutions. They are patient with their work and with the procedures within an institution, although not always with the unauthorized behavior of some people in that institution. Responsible to the core, Inspectors like it when people know their duties, follow the guidelines, and operate within the rules. For their part, Inspectors will see to it that goods are examined and schedules are kept, that resources will be up to standards and delivered when and where they are supposed to be. And they would prefer that everyone be this dependable. Inspectors can be hard-nosed about the need for following the rules in the workplace, and do not hesitate to report irregularities to the proper authorities. Because of this they are often misjudged as being hard-hearted, or as having ice in their veins, for people fail to see their good intentions and their vulnerability to criticism. Also, because Inspectors usually make their inspections without much flourish or fanfare, the dedication they bring to their work can go unnoticed and unappreciated... Like all Guardians, Inspectors hold dear their family social ceremonies-weddings, birthdays, and anniversaries - although they tend to be shy if the occasion becomes too large or too public. Generally speaking, Inspectors are not comfortable with anything that gets too fancy. Their words tend to be plain and down-to-earth, not showy or high-flown; their clothes are often simple and conservative rather than of the latest fashion; and their home and work environments are usually neat, orderly, and traditional, rather than trendy or ostentatious. As for personal property, they usually choose standard items over models loaded with features, and they often try to find classics and antiques - Inspectors prefer the old-fashioned to the newfangled every time. (from keirsey.com personality profile ISTJ)

 

In 2010 I hope to graduate with a degree in creative writing.

  I am a New Zealand Screenwriter.  I was born in the rural town of Colchester, in Essex, just outside of London in 1982.  We came to New Zealand to live when I was six years old.

When I was seven I made a short horror movie entitled The Thing Under The Bed.  My sister played the victim.  We had a holiday home in Turangi and went skiing a few times.

  When I was ten, I started reading Terry Pratchett.  I realised that not all books were boring and that I wanted to be a writer.

  When I was fourteen, I read Stephen King’s It.  He had created an entire world for his story, so I began to put together my own imaginary world.  I was a student of Te Awamutu Intermediate School.

  I was a junior in 1995 at Hamilton Boy’s High School.  A friend of mine introduced me to Magic: the Gathering (the first of its kind – a collectable card game.)  I also discovered Warzone: Mutant Chronicles – a tabletop miniatures fantasy wargame.  The illustrations of the game, by Paul Bonner, inspired my first manuscript.  I thought it would be a novel.

  I hated high school.  I got 98% in Senior level Algebra (two years from graduation) but could find nothing of interest in the following year, so I dropped out.  I moved down south to Dunedin and took some time for myself figuring out what to do with my life.

  When I’d decided I wanted to pursue art, I knew I had to get one more year of high school and after I had achieved that, I went to Polytechnic and got my Certificate in Television, Theatre and Radio.  I took a few correspondence writing courses and wrote a few more manuscripts, but mostly I got involved in excessive drinking and drug experimentation.

  In 2002 I adapted a short story (problematic circumstance) that I had written in high school, into a tv pilot called Strange Dreams.  I sent it to TVNZ and they liked it, but believed it would be too expensive to make.

  In 2004 I decided to give up drugs and try to cut down on my drinking.

I became isolated and started feeling the fears. Intense anxiety that would cause sore stomach, acid indigestion, making me pee alot, rapid heartbeat and panic attacks leading to dizziness. The fear was unbearable. I would always need to escape to my safe space. Other effects of my anxiety included hypochondria, hypersensitivity and paranoid delusions. The triggers of my anxiety attacks seemed to be isolated to agoraphobia and social phobia, as well as being locked in with strangers.

I saw a nutritionalist who helped me to lose some weight and start to regain some control over the fear.

Then my doctor found out about the drugs and the depression and put me on arropax, an antidepressant.

I overdosed on antidepressants.  That’s when I lost the plot.  I ended up in the mental hospital. 

  The doctors diagnosed it as a psychotic break in 2005.  In 2008 I made the first move forward and began studying again.

For a degree in creative writing, majoring in screenwriting.

  Outside of screenwriting my favourite interests are digital architecture, working with wood and metal, quizzes, lists, poetry, improving game mechanics.

  I like to read, but mostly only the few authors that I like. I play video games, mostly old ones, mainly just so I can get ideas about how I could make them better. I do enjoy collectable card games, miniature wargames and roleplaying games - purely as a fan.

  The happy ending is that I’m relatively sane now and I’m still writing.

I still suffer from anxiety attacks and I still remember the hallucinations and delusions of my psychosis from which I am recovering.

Theatres, queues and airplanes still cause me some anxiety. But I am fairly comfortable in a small classroom environment and on long distance trains. I'm also learning to drive.

For my second year of my degree I finished my first screenplay based on the Strange Dreams tv pilot, the film is called little god.

 

 
 

I have always written stories - especially when I was supposed to be working. I wanted to be a professional wrestler or an inventor. (I do play around with the notion of being both in my spare time.) Later on, a preoccupation with sex  crept into my work. I learned to fight to deal with the frustration.      Eventually I got laid and the angry poetry died down, replaced by sincere prose, though somewhat cynical and quirky, still. Life eventually became fun, constantly redefining my life on the internet and nurturing a fondness for lists, becoming addicted to online quizzes and quitting smoking.

I spend alot of time thinking about: Creating things - that's the most interesting thing to me. I like the idea of creating a perfect society approaching Utopia, but mostly I like thinking about creating entertainment products. To call entertainment escapism is not a lie, it is a half-truth. Entertainment can be an escape, but it is not just an escape. It is insight of the self and of the whole. To be enthralled with entertainment is like an out of body experience. Where you leave the self behind but at the same time it reveals a deeper side of the self and of the world around you. A good story tells us the truths beneath the tale.

I've been a writer since I was a kid. It didn't occur to me at the time that it could become a career. I studied English, Drama and Film. Became something of an amateur film critic. I made a few zero budget short movies on video. Each production was a disaster, but my work in theatre was not.   I still enjoy making zero budget short movies.

When I moved down to Dunedin in 1998, I rode around on a truck unloading and reloading and when I wasn't doing that, I learned tricks on my skateboard and drank alcohol to excess. In 2000 I was at polytechnic - projects included using an analogue editing machine to put together a magazine show for television, as well as interviewing people on the street, live audio mixing and stationary camera operation at a tv station, performing as a radio dj and learning to programme for radio. Writing radio commercials, PR for a radio station. Co-producing, co-writing and co-starring in a children's play called Kids Love Mince as a wise half-naked Indian, the teams went on a bus tour of primary schools. Writing, producing and directing short movies for video, also editing, camerawork and voice-over tech and sound booth recording.

What I'm doing with my life: My main gig is writing screenplays. Drawing art for games and building creatures part time. And writing games because I enjoy designing player experiences. I especially like artificial intelligence, card and strategy games, platform, retro arcade, adventure, simulations and role-playing games.

 My writing has been described as Terry Pratchett on acid.   As a kid I was a dreamer. After school I wrote computer games using a BBC Micro emulator on an Acorn Archimedes.  During the holidays I spent a lot of my time reading – mostly science (utopianism, bug biology), product development, science fiction and horror.

      I performed my original poetry at a café.  Based on audience response I was asked back for a paid gig, but I didn’t have enough material for the proposed fifteen minute spot.  I studied Creative Writing by correspondence, a Certificate programme with the New Zealand Institute of Business Studies, I completed all but 5% of the assignments, then I could not afford to continue.  I later decided to apply to their Novel Writing course and was accepted.  Through this course I built a relationship with a writing mentor for my fictionalised memoir, which I left unfinished.  I led a writing team in putting together a script for a short movie in the 48hr filmmaking competition.    I also volunteered as an adult literacy tutor, and volunteered as assistant producer and writer on a post-apocalyptic computer game.

      During my first year of studying a degree in Creative Writing with Whitireia Polytechnic in Wellington, I studied poetry, short stories and scriptwriting for stage and screen.